I wanna cut my neck out and put my head on my shoulders so food goes directly from my mouth into my belly. It hurts to eat. But, God was good and got me through preaching today without passing out or losing my voice.
Crossed a new threshold today. I asked one of my buddies, a PhD student in NT to review my message and give me honest (however painful) feedback. I have not read through his notes yet, I do plan to soon, but I knew that I how I feel now (and how I felt after the message) would not be good to help me process the stuff, I’d be completely incoherent. Message will be posted on our church’s sermon index soon, maybe here, we’ll see.
Now, I am just relaxing while all my girls are at AWANA.
my northwoods 
